Hello. They call me Matt. I grew up in New York but now
reside in Oakland, California.
More on that below.
Since the age of three I've been a wildly passionate composer,
performer, and critic of music. Despite spending most of my mental
and physical energy creating and listening to sound, I still
find myself having to somehow "earn a living."
To that end, I'm currently working more or less full time
at the University of California at Berkeley's
Space Sciences Laboratory
for various SETI (Search
for Extraterrestrial Intelligence) projects, including the stunningly popular
SETI@home which I've
been working on since its inception.
No, we haven't found any signs of alien intelligence yet. Nobody has.
Anyway, I show up, administer some UNIX machines, make sure the
network is running safely and securely, write data analysis software,
and act as the main webmaster, among other things.
And then I leave at the end of the day and get back to my music.
I guess this formally answers the question "So what do you do, Matt?"
I was born on July 16, 1970 in upstate New York. I lived my first two years in
Chester, and then the remainder of my childhood in
Rockland County,
a mere 30 minutes from the heart of Manhattan.
Did I spend a lot of time in NYC while growing up? Not really.
This is just one of the many regrets lodged in a tight muscle at the
base of my neck.
I hated school. And why not? I pity any child which must suffer through
countless days trapped within the American educational system.
It seems obvious that crime, poverty, and
general American stupidity are blatant symptoms
of the weak planning, poor budgeting, and total corruption within our public
school system. But then again, that's just me.
In any case, Rockland was a beautiful place to grow up, fraught with trees,
parks,
and areas of town containing buildings that haven't changed in over 100 years.
I have fond memories riding my bike for miles and miles, around lakes, up hills,
circumventing creeks, all the while praying that one day I will move someplace
where stuff happens.
When I finally did leave Rockland they tore down all the trees and erected
hundreds of baudy million-dollar homes from the rich and famous who wanted to
live near New York City, but couldn't bear to reside in Westchester, New Jersey,
or Long Island. Who could blame them? And they also levelled the diner where
I hung out every other night during my adolescent years, and in
its place is a parking lot for the biggest mall in the
country east of the Mississippi.
Thanks to pressure from the community preventing the
developers from relocating an historic cemetery,
there's an old burial ground complete with ancient headstones right in the
middle of the mall parking lot.
But anyway..
I survived a dreadful
high school experience
and left more or less unscathed. My only happy memories during this period of
my life were when I snuck into the empty auditorium during lunch and played
the grand piano.
I also had access to the secret lighting booth where my stage crew friends
stowed away a few chairs, a couch, a huge supply of Jolt cola, and some random
artwork. We'd hide in there and take naps when necessary.
Pretty much my big problem with high school involved being trapped all day
in a building with 2000 children from upper middle class white families. Outside
of the few friends I had, the rest were so goddamn uninteresting I can't even
think of anything funny to say about them. Anybody with any sense of creativity
who went to high school in upstate New York will tell you the same thing.
Despite knowing full
well how much I loathed academia, I got snared into going
to college at the
University of Binghamton
(a fine State University of New York).
I studied math and computer science under the presumption
I would learn valuable skills
which would make me an incredible asset for any company smart enough to hire me.
I guess that is what most higher educational facilities would like you to believe, when
you're forking over incomprehensible amounts of money so you could wither away in
endless classes, writhing in uncomfortable, unergonomic chairs, growing more and
more uninterested in the things in life you used to find fulfilling.
If you are still in high school, I beg you to consider taking a few years off
before college to travel and work and decide what you really want to do, lest
you throw away the best years of your life earning a history degree which will
yield you nothing but the right to ask yourself, "now what?"
For sanity's sake I also majored in music and composition, and would have majored in
cinema had I the time. I managed to get by without ever studying, and graduated with
an incredibly good GPA considering my proud lack of effort.
College served its main purpose, which was to keep me out of the work force for four years
so the older generation could protect their jobs. Having no clue about what to
do after my time in the holding pen ended, I chose to flip New York the bird
and go elsewhere, fast. I stuffed
my Colt with as much crap as would fit and headed west.
I landed in Berkeley during the summer on 1992, and have been living in the
East Bay ever since.
My ten-plus years in the San Francisco Bay Area have been interesting so far.
I been fired from one job, laid off from another, and quit one in the middle
of the day and never looked back.
I had a short stint working in the morally bankrupt advertising business.
I joined several bands that toured North America and Europe.
I lived in five different rentals with ten different people (and
four different cats) before finally buying a house.
I found my soulmate Jenya, who is now my wonderful wife.
Detailed stories about many of the above things (and way too much more)
can be found within this web site. Happy reading.